A Note From Cindy...A Good One Too!

It is Sat. morning. I am up and VERY JEALOUS. My body is telling me to go back to bed. My head is agreeing with the ever pounding tapping on my head. Oh! What a headache. But no not me. I am jealous that I can't see the Nameless Walkers today and get some needed fresh air for myself. Mom did so good last week to. She was so proud of herself and Gary made it so delightful with his stories and renditions of life and such. So anyway, I get up early and find the email from Mary, then Gary. READ THE BLOG it says. I do as I am told and find the heart and soul written for us to read. Even thru my sniffles and sneezing, I can feel the pain, the awe, and the heartbreak that this man was feeling. How is that one would ask? I sit and think and wait.......The answer is......Still nothing comes to me and I disappoint myself for coming up with nothing. JUST PLAIN NOTHING...How can I read the words of a man, feel the words of the man and feel the pain of the man all the while not underdstand why?So I go on to my next thought. Dale..Wow, he will think I gave up. Quit. Ever Never no more with this nameless walking club since I am not showing up this morning. NOOOOOOOOO DALE...Don't think that. Don't give up on me yet. I will be there next week, come rain or come shine. I need to be there. You need to be there. I need a dose of Joannie yelling at you and you laughing back with your ever " she's right" attitude. I need to see the Godfather and Cowlady tell us when, where, and time to do our walk. How organized they are. Julie walks so fast, she amazes us all and yet, we are so proud of her for LEADING the pack. Oh well, I am here keeping my fingers crossed for SLASH and Gary for the run they are about to complete and for the rest of the group who will make the 2 miles another moment to accomplish and form friendships and lifelong memories.Give my hello's to you all and tell the RAT, I will see less of him next week.

Oh by the way...The answer just came to me. I feel, I think, and I know, because of friendships. Thank you Gary for sharing your heart and soul with your friends.

Cindy Man-k-z

Cindy